hey

[gcrockgurl16]

blah i hate feeling this way.. why do i miss him so much? i go between being okay with it and wanting to cry.... stephanie says I don't have a right to cry, since it was my choice.. personally i don't really agree with that.. ya know, i mean it wasn't like it was easy for me.. i needed someone there and it wasn't his fault, but he couldn't be. I want to to talk to him, but he's at the movies.. i was supposed to be at the movies..... but i'm not because i couldn't get a ride there :( I need someone right now, bc i'm just feeling really blah. drama class really got to me... mrs. nap is having us do anger monolouges and I started crying bc it brought some memories up... and she was like kristine i wanna talk to you, and then she made zach come over with me (he looked so pretty in eyeliner i'm sorry if you don't agree :P) anyyyways that's about it.. i don't like updating. oh well

~blondi~

p.s. i got into hartford conservatory.. and the music program in manhattanville