After much long discussion with Thea, and much thinking, I feel a little better, I suppose. I still think that I'm beyond helping, and pretty much a lost cause, but I've been able to let a portion of my anger go, so I'm not feeling quite so consumed by it any longer. I don't know, perhaps I'm just not meant to be happy. Life still sucks.Whatever.

Life Sucks.
I know that this really isn't news to anyone, but I just felt it had to be said.
I can't seem to escape the demons that plague me incessantly, and threaten to tear my skull apart from the inside (before you think I've gone just completely over the edge, know that I am in fact speaking metaphorically). I very nearly killed someone this ( Read more... )

So... the great drama of life continues. While Thea goes through her own attempts at re-evaluating herself, and her life, things have really begun to improve, and we are far closer to having back the extreme closeness which was damaged by our fighting and the general tension of a few weeks ago, but she and I keep seeming to hit roadblocks between ( Read more... )

The last 6 months have been one hell of a ride, with more than their share of both ups and downs. The ups have far outstripped the downs in frequency, and many of them have been simply amazing, but what downs there have been have been downs. I don't really see the point in trying to detail all the events, as the the one person I know will read this ( Read more... )

Like all things in my life, this space is currently undergoing a process of evolution. Bear with me for a bit, and something more interesting than this is bound to come along eventually.