so i started hanging out with this girl and being mad social in december of last year. that came to a pretty tidy close in mid january. i have no desire to continue with that life ( Read more... )

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dropped at 12am, feeling nervous. rushed the floor, felt it coming on slowly, casually ( Read more... )

i was having a pretty good time meeting up with people, hanging out with friends, feeling good about where my life was. then i got the swine flu ( Read more... )

AHHH FUCK AHHHH

CONFUSION + COLD + TESTS + EMOTIONS = FUCK AHHHHH

wanted to fire all my friends
and just start OVER AGAIN

world ( Read more... )

sleep tight, everything will be alright
at the end of the night will be the day
just pray that you see it

you mean to tell me, within 50 miles of my apartment, there's not ONE FUCKING GIRL who wants to spend time with me & with whom i'd want to spend time ( Read more... )

dear 2c-e,

THANKS FOR KICKING MY BRAIN'S ASS. I GET IT, YOU'RE HARDCORE.
scariest peak of my life. 3 hours of trying to convince myself i wasn't dying.

worth it.

love,
adam