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LIFE BY JEFFREY LEWIS
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I feel like we were supposed to use this year to build ourselves, to set ourselves up for a promising future ( Read more... ) -
what's new pussy cat? wooooooah oh woooooah oh woooooah oh!
I hate when I delete journal entries, I wanted to read a bunch of old ones and they're gone, which is awesome except not really at all.
In any case, things are sort of looking up, which is definitely and not sarcastically awesome. Tomorrow is my biiiiiirthday and I'm pretty damn excited about that shit.
As far as what's going ooooon? I feel like I' ( Read more... ) -
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I feel like there's so little time. That every second I'm going to lose something or someone forever and I feel awful when i was a single moment. Every fuuucking moment is precious and I just want to hold onto the time I have with the people I care about while I can. Because you know what? Everything fucking ends. Every god damn second matters and ( Read more... ) -
Nothing gold can stay
So I'm in the same spot I was a couple months ago.
Awesome.
I think he only stayed so long because of the sex.
Which is fine, because I would have given anything to be with him and I wanted all of it just as much as he did, probably more.
It just hurts so much, and it hurts that he was so awful when he ended things. Far worse than Chancelor was. And ( Read more... ) -
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Soooo I figured out why I've been crazy anxious worried lately, which is good.
I also figured out temporary relief for my crazy anxious worrying.
I haven't decided if that's good or bad. Kind of leaning towards bad. I reeeeally want this stupid anxiety to go away buuuuuut I need better ways to deal with it.
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I am a stupid girl haha
I'm so happy I'm with John, I miss him like mad though. I feel like we haven't really gotten to hang out since like last Friday which sucks because I thought we were going to be hanging out a whole damn bunch on sunday, monday, tuesday, and wednesday and we only got to hang out for a bit tuesday. Hopefully I get a good big giant chunk of time with ( Read more... ) -
Holy Bored Batman!
So John came over today, i was kind of sad because he didn't stay too terribly long. But he's not feeling too well and I've suuuure as shit got whatever he came down with. Hopefully mine clears out soon haha. But it was really, really fun. We spent the whole afternoon relaxing on my bed, being sleepy, and really just enjoying one another. It was ( Read more... )