But he also knows this is a slippery slope-- again, the affinity with Sera comes into this. He is fairly certain Sera is also familiar with the concept of being somewhat fictional, considering their previous talks and his somewhat rough knowledge about her game (my headcanon is he played it a while a go and played much more since so he only vaguely remembers it, to... excuse my lack of playing it). On top of that, he is very familiar with how his programmed world got fucked up because of people's stupid decisions on how to manage things. Part of why he, as an AI, wants to learn how to program and manage things himself is to avoid that. The characters are people to him! He is merely learning to program, perhaps even learning to create people, in order to give them a life worth living. They literally are no longer characters to him-- no body is merely characters to him anymore. And while creating a game himself, full of difficulty and death, is a bit too raw for Kazuki right now, and hits a bit too close to home much like with Sera, I
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...unfortunately, he's not very good at them. He got Hakuren something like this, but... there's a bit of dried glue on it ad one of the chains dangled off and it's a bit dented. SO, HE ALSO INVESTED IN A PRETTY POTPLANT.
...Kazuki recognizes it may be dangerous to not get anything for Rhode, plus he wants to get rid of it, so he'll give her a doll he got as loot down in the dunegons.
I... WOULD'VE LIKED KAREN TO HAPPEN TO HIM, ALA HAPPENING TO HARUKI. I guess! That, or learning/being forced to use his ~new found powers~. And just plain cast antics. :|a Honestly, I'm fairly happy with how Kazuki went because he is the STAR and thus not really the one that's lacking things.
ALSO FFFF I am so used to the Rhode spelling. And that outfit is ~fancy~ thought vaguely creepy.
Kazuki usually wouldn't get Yuki anything since Christmas is such a couple thing, but since everyone else is getting into the spirit...! A bunch of specially printed and laminated photo's of Naoto, signed as the Iron masked Rider.
Mikage is getting... three dolls made to kinda look like them and Fia. ..."Kinda."
Yuki's thoughts on the Kazuki and Haruki situationnnn?
HA HA HA. As a whole, he recognizes everyone is on edge! He himself is on edge! And he wants everyone to FEEL BETTER, and thinks that the best way to do that is show he's doing okay, so that's what he does. So! Kazuki is fairly confused why everyone still seems ansty
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Haruki is at a bit of a loss! di(e)ce ended but not the way he planned it to end and now, more than ever, he's terrified of going home and facing up to that conclusion. So, in a way, he's going to try and do something about, maybe bring everyone back IDK but he'll certainly be focusing his efforts in that area.
As for his sanity, Haruki is now well-aware that he's never going to be "sane". He's never going to get better the way people expect him to be and he honestly knows it'll be safer if they just kept their distance BUT NO ONE SEEMS TO BE LISTENING TO ME >(!!! So right now, he might do another monumentally dumb thing to try and drive the point home or he might just be generally mean to people and see if that works.
But really, Haruki really needs some kind of support, which ...in a bizarre way, he only gets from Road. He can understand Road's motivations! And Road can understand him which makes it so much easier on him to deal with himself. He doesn't ignore the fact that this... probably makes him more nuts outwardly to be
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Kazuki tries to support Haruki and it bothers him he is not enough. BUT HE WILL KEEP TRYING TO ALWAYS BE AT HARUKI'S SIDE ANYWAY. See: Haruki never being left alone and thus meaning Haruki is never listened to ever.
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I will think of Proper Questions when I am not about to go to bed. :Db
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...unfortunately, he's not very good at them. He got Hakuren something like this, but... there's a bit of dried glue on it ad one of the chains dangled off and it's a bit dented. SO, HE ALSO INVESTED IN A PRETTY POTPLANT.
...Kazuki recognizes it may be dangerous to not get anything for Rhode, plus he wants to get rid of it, so he'll give her a doll he got as loot down in the dunegons.
Back at meeee!
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ALSO FFFF I am so used to the Rhode spelling. And that outfit is ~fancy~ thought vaguely creepy.
Road's dream date with Haruki go--
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also Yuki is getting other people way cooler presents than he's getting di[e]ce case jsyk :D;;
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Mikage is getting... three dolls made to kinda look like them and Fia. ..."Kinda."
Yuki's thoughts on the Kazuki and Haruki situationnnn?
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As for his sanity, Haruki is now well-aware that he's never going to be "sane". He's never going to get better the way people expect him to be and he honestly knows it'll be safer if they just kept their distance BUT NO ONE SEEMS TO BE LISTENING TO ME >(!!! So right now, he might do another monumentally dumb thing to try and drive the point home or he might just be generally mean to people and see if that works.
But really, Haruki really needs some kind of support, which ...in a bizarre way, he only gets from Road. He can understand Road's motivations! And Road can understand him which makes it so much easier on him to deal with himself. He doesn't ignore the fact that this... probably makes him more nuts outwardly to be ( ... )
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Kazuki tries to support Haruki and it bothers him he is not enough. BUT HE WILL KEEP TRYING TO ALWAYS BE AT HARUKI'S SIDE ANYWAY. See: Haruki never being left alone and thus meaning Haruki is never listened to ever.
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