Haruki is at a bit of a loss! di(e)ce ended but not the way he planned it to end and now, more than ever, he's terrified of going home and facing up to that conclusion. So, in a way, he's going to try and do something about, maybe bring everyone back IDK but he'll certainly be focusing his efforts in that area.
As for his sanity, Haruki is now well-aware that he's never going to be "sane". He's never going to get better the way people expect him to be and he honestly knows it'll be safer if they just kept their distance BUT NO ONE SEEMS TO BE LISTENING TO ME >(!!! So right now, he might do another monumentally dumb thing to try and drive the point home or he might just be generally mean to people and see if that works.
But really, Haruki really needs some kind of support, which ...in a bizarre way, he only gets from Road. He can understand Road's motivations! And Road can understand him which makes it so much easier on him to deal with himself. He doesn't ignore the fact that this... probably makes him more nuts outwardly to be bonding with ROAD, but he doesn't have... anything or anyone else.
Kazuki tries to support Haruki and it bothers him he is not enough. BUT HE WILL KEEP TRYING TO ALWAYS BE AT HARUKI'S SIDE ANYWAY. See: Haruki never being left alone and thus meaning Haruki is never listened to ever.
Basically he is going to try and find a place where... everyone can live a happy life together. That's all he wants. :(a And if he has to programme it himself, well...! THAT IS KINDA WHY HE IS LEARNING PROGRAMMING.
H...how would Haruki react to Kazuki learning how to programme. :'D
Kazuki wants to see Haruki come to terms with how di[e]ce ended... but he understands not wanting to see the people you care about die, and avoid it somehow. So! Mostly, he wants to see di[e]ce's end not... bog Haruki down? There's a life to live Haruki, you should do stuff except dwell. :( He would like to see Haruki rely on people NOT CRAZY, which is why he wants Haruki's team here, even if he doesn't like them.
He just... doesn't care! Like, his thoughts are completely non-committal. Haruki doesn't have the hormones to care about kissing, though he might get upset if someone attached more meaning to it than he had or using it as a way to elicit emotion from him. But honestly, it's a kiss. Not important.
As for his sanity, Haruki is now well-aware that he's never going to be "sane". He's never going to get better the way people expect him to be and he honestly knows it'll be safer if they just kept their distance BUT NO ONE SEEMS TO BE LISTENING TO ME >(!!! So right now, he might do another monumentally dumb thing to try and drive the point home or he might just be generally mean to people and see if that works.
But really, Haruki really needs some kind of support, which ...in a bizarre way, he only gets from Road. He can understand Road's motivations! And Road can understand him which makes it so much easier on him to deal with himself. He doesn't ignore the fact that this... probably makes him more nuts outwardly to be bonding with ROAD, but he doesn't have... anything or anyone else.
What is Kazuki planning to do now?
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Kazuki tries to support Haruki and it bothers him he is not enough. BUT HE WILL KEEP TRYING TO ALWAYS BE AT HARUKI'S SIDE ANYWAY. See: Haruki never being left alone and thus meaning Haruki is never listened to ever.
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H...how would Haruki react to Kazuki learning how to programme. :'D
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Is there anything Kazuki wants to see happen with Haruki?
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Kazuki wants to see Haruki come to terms with how di[e]ce ended... but he understands not wanting to see the people you care about die, and avoid it somehow. So! Mostly, he wants to see di[e]ce's end not... bog Haruki down? There's a life to live Haruki, you should do stuff except dwell. :( He would like to see Haruki rely on people NOT CRAZY, which is why he wants Haruki's team here, even if he doesn't like them.
What ARE Haruki's thoughts on kissing?
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How would Kazuki feel with Sion in camp?
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