I suppose, that I have become a patron? I do not know. If I have a few spare moments after a patron has left in the morning, or in the afternoon before I gather with the others to being the night in earnest I find myself wandering there sometimes. Why does she even bother? But she does. I ask, and she comes. It is the same with Gautier. There are I ( Read more... )

How do I go back on my word? Sometimes in the world, it's the only thing you have. Why did I see going away, running away as the answer. He's right. It will follow me and chase me. I made a foolish vow. But if I break it, if I bring him a contract, and take back that vow, what does that make me in his eyes? Two years, that is a long time. Or longer ( Read more... )

*ink runs here and there, where tears have hit the page*
I am sorry. Elua I am so sorry. Please forgive. Companions, please forgive.