I'm night unto bursting. I do not know if can do this.  If I can last.

How do I give him that without hating myself? Without hurting myself ? Why does he want that? For that matter, why does he want me? He confessed that I was not something he would have tasted, partaken of in days past. So what is it, about me, that appeals to him ( Read more... )

What can I write. I had not expected such things when peter sent me off, and yet, they have occured. It seems my life is not one that is to ever be settled calm and without turmoil. I was entrusted with words, and I have kept them. I have hurt a friend but it has been mended. We came to the aide of another and it to seems to be mending, and new ( Read more... )

Multiple deliveries are made to Gabrielle's room, one every hour on the hour starting at noon. There's no note, only a bit of blue ribbon around some, and purple around the others ( Read more... )

A question was answered by the Duc, that makes sense now. Ir ode hard to catch up with the progress, and found His grace alone in his carriage. An invitation in yielded much, and Aislin felt uncomfortable and decided to ride back up to Rochet and find a place to settle our tent. My mood was lightened some, what little that had been darkened by this ( Read more... )

Covered in whipped cream, and strawberries. Where did that spring to from his mind? 

My time in Camlach is.. was sad. A promise is a promise though, and I kept it. Eva was ahead of me, I did not know that she was gone, but when I found out, I was soon on the road. Kahlan rode with me for protection and I joined up with others who were going to give aide. I have never seen a dying man before and I pray that I have seen my fill there ( Read more... )

I suppose, that I have become a patron? I do not know. If I have a few spare moments after a patron has left in the morning, or in the afternoon before I gather with the others to being the night in earnest I find myself wandering there sometimes. Why does she even bother? But she does. I ask, and she comes. It is the same with Gautier. There are I ( Read more... )

I was not expecting what occurred when I stepped through the door of Mandrake. I wonder if she did it just to see if I would flee. Or if I would participate after all. Regardless she will be giving the coin to my Dowayne, and I shall think on her words. Think hard. She looked like she had been to balm though. Her eyes and her body. Naamah, I would ( Read more... )

The house continues. Christine speaks very little and we see her very little. Since coming back from Camlach at her mothers passing she has seemed a different person. Even the Domina it seems cannot get much from the Dowayne either. The house runs though. She does enough to keep it running and those of us who can, finish the rest ( Read more... )