Im watching the real world denver..

I made soup today

Im going to work out  but i will ruin it and eat chocolate

I am mean when im drunk... : (

Imn sorry??

this is my newyears resolution!

I fucking REFUSE to lower my intellegence any longer to strive to be something more anemic then beautiful! I love my body and will take care of it from now on...no more binging..no more hating myself for stupid vapid reasons...this is who i am...... no pills, no diets.... ( not like ive done that for the past year or ( Read more... )

ROT IN HELL you fucking bastard. you greedy souless son of a bitch. 2 years and all i get is shit on by you. I never should have came back for you to begin with. How can you say you love my and then leave me? you should have never said it to begin with.....i should cutt yoru tounge out . everyting you are to me is a lie. ....oh...and by the way... ( Read more... )

So andy left today to go stay at his moms for a bit.. weve been fighting allot ..mostly because weve spent everyday of the last two years together more or less.. but its supossed to be "refreashing" or something.....bah..it feels more like im missing my better half....it sucks that we have to do this to apreatiate eachother more....we are stupid ( Read more... )

yah..i just hadc the worst fucking christmas...ever. I just spent a ( Read more... )

MERRY xxx mas EVERYONE!!!!  im staying in vic this christmas but im coming up for newyears!!!   drinking anyone??!!!!
also im trying to upload new pics but my scanner is fucked so i have semi- new pics....but my hair is whitish in the front now...DOOM!! i miss the pink *cries* oh well..... it WILL be pink again....VERRY SOON!!! ;).

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so I tried getting the pink and black out of my hair to go brown and ( Read more... )

So im sittin here drinkin coffee; wishing my hair would gorow a little bit faster....and everyone is gone.
im so glad i got to see everyone last night.! I miss everyone so much!!I wish i could have talked to shelby before she went home..i love her.
haha she took her purse...bastTARD!!!!!

OKAY..

im also sorry that me and andy prolly woke you guys ( Read more... )

AHH I HAD TO WRITE THIS DOWN! OR I WILL FORGET WHAT JUST HAPPEND!!!!!!!!!!

oK...so ive never written about this in my "private" journal...due to ( Read more... )

whoooooooo i get to hang out with my brothers tonight...goin up to Cumberland...not like anyone wants to see my fat ...er..    "PHAT " ass anyway...but if you see me ill prolly be drunk off my ass...cheers!!!!!!!!!!!!