Dec 25, 2005 22:48
yah..i just hadc the worst fucking christmas...ever. I just spent a
year trying to get andys dad to exept me and ive managed to get a smile
from him once in a while...but barely...Then his brother gets this new
girlfriend and he is so nice to her!!!!! he even gives her a hug....I
feel so rejected right now..like im not good enough or somthing....im
like "the worst girlfriend"..also i will be suprised if me and andy
last another day....i mean..he even yelled at me in front of his
family..and yah...im a fucking fatty now...im talking rolls and the
whole nine yards...fuck this...this christmas wasent even worth eating
all the treats...I wanna die.