the times they are a'changin ( Read more... )

so this has been a whirlwind of days and i'm really not sure what to do about it but that's fine. on december 13th of last year i wrote the date and a heart on a dollar bill and i said if that bill came back to me within a year than my life is completely unpredictable i need to stop trying to control everything and i need to be more open to change ( Read more... )

so my last couple of posts seeem tres dramtique for no real reason. i was reading enneagrams and trying to teach myself how to be nice to me. i've been wondering what to do with certain information so in the most non-stingy sort of way, i've been keeping it to myself. i've been having the worst allergies! can we talk about that for a moment.. ok ( Read more... )

I WILL ASK FOR WHAT I WANT.

I WILL LEARN TO RECOGNIZE MY RESENTMENT AND USE IT AS A SOURCE OF ENERGY.

I WILL EVEN LET MYSELF FELL GUILTY RATHER THAN RUSH TO FUFILL ANOTHER'S EXPECTATIONS.

I HAVE WHAT IT TAKES. I AM ENOUGH.

about a million things ( Read more... )

So, i lent Monica $40 dollars and in order to repay me she bought me $65 dollars worth of make-up. She is not a subtle individual and went on to tell me how i should wear makeup. Now to be honest, I don't wear make-up. I truly admire those who have the propensity to spend a significant amount of time dolling themselves up, but it's not for me. I ( Read more... )

"i was wrong. i'm happy to report i was wrong. it always stimulates me to discover new examples of my own prejedice & stupidity, to realize that i dont know half as much as i think i do ( Read more... )

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i find comfort in the fact that people of allages have the same problems. in a way it's hard to acknowledge bc it means that my problems now don't have any solutions. but i think we need problems to be grateful. and we need problems to make things more interesting. i'm not sure how i feel about new york. i am currently in my own little bedroom in ( Read more... )

so i'm at beyond bread using their wifi eating free bread & honey ( Read more... )