I'm going back to school to get my degree.

*pees pants*

So, lately I've been working out a little more, trying to keep active ( Read more... )

Go to www.bootlegger.com and vote for Tom Collver.

Have any of you Lindsay peeps heard about this yet? I imagine so, but he's up to win $10,000 dollars to make his dreams come true...and I'm insanely jealous. I remember when I had dreams...good times, good times..

Good luck Tom :)

I need a change...a BIG one ( Read more... )

Have you ever been lost in a song? Felt like you could be carried away by the right melody? Music is my solace lately...I suppose it always has been...

"If music be the food of love, play on;
Give me excess of it, that, surfeiting,
The appetite may sicken, and so die."

This month I lost a grandfather, a very dear pet, a close friend, my job and my sanity. I battled strep throat, the flu and a broken heart that just won't heal ( Read more... )

I don't think I can handle much more of this.

I know now that I'm the only one who can save me...I'm just not sure if I want to.

My grandfather just died.

Part of me doesn't believe it...even so I knew it was coming.

I hate to think that I'll never hear his voice again...his booming laugh...

I just hope he's finally at peace...wherever he is...

..it has to be better than here...

I love you Opa.

Breathe it in
Exhale the pain
let it swirl
around in vain
overwhelm
loose control
embrace the fog
pay the toll
it doesn't matter now
just let go
escape it all
and then you'll grow
above the mass
that sits in fear
you'll lose yourself
inside a tear
and then at last
you'll wash away

for good

Everyone's having babies ( Read more... )