blankets and matches, this pain in my chest...

[fyrengin]

This month I lost a grandfather, a very dear pet, a close friend, my job and my sanity. I battled strep throat, the flu and a broken heart that just won't heal...

I've never felt so lost...it's like I don't know who I am anymore. Everything I believed in once has vanished and any passion I had for life has completely dwindled away.

But, I'm not giving up.. so fuck you world.