well i haven't posted in awhile. i haven't really wanted to. oh yeah! i remember why i am now. well, i had an epiphany, and you all know how much i love those. well, i reazlized that whne it comes to depressing things to think about, all categories boil down into two huge groups: the past and the future. these two matters are sure to make me feel ( Read more... )

at our first track meet, i couldn't go because i had to get confirmed.

at our second track meet, i couldn't compete because i sprained one toe and had an infected ingrown toenail on the other foot.

and today, at our third track meet, i twisted my ankle on my very first vault of the meet.

i guess i won't have to put away those epsom salts after

quick recap ( Read more... )

so vacation is still progressing readily and well. i really feel great, with my dad at work all day and katie and my mom in turkey, i feel independent and relaxed. i find that when my parents aren't there to harrass me about delaying my responsiblities, or all together abandoning them, i fulfill my duties with more haste than ever. I got an email ( Read more... )

vacation has started, and i suppose i should recap some thingsthat happened before hand. there was a lot i wanted to write, but it seems insignificant now. hmm i did the day of silence and got my report card. both went well. i got confirmed, which was just weird. tomorrow is my first opportunity to intstitute my new attitude. hmph ( Read more... )

i'm smiling ( Read more... )

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So i am recapping the weekend, starting.....now ( Read more... )

i wanted to update earlier, but my sickly sister forbade it ( Read more... )

Of course, i was too naive. there always is a surprise ending to stab the mood and drain it dry. a flaw inevitably surfaced, and once again, i have been conned in to believing in the myth of the perfect weekend.