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well i haven't posted in awhile. i haven't really wanted to. oh yeah! i remember why i am now. well, i had an epiphany, and you all know how much i love those. well, i reazlized that whne it comes to depressing things to think about, all categories boil down into two huge groups: the past and the future. these two matters are sure to make me feel shitty, and after a long time of thinking and recalling what Williams said to us last year in english, i deduced that i (along with the majority of the population) spend too much time living in either of this places. And honestly, it is like living in a fake world; it is not real, it is all in our mind. we let our thoughts roam these domains and eventually dwell there, when we really have only one place to live: the present. so, in an attempt to live in the present, i am weaning myself of livejournal because i have also realized livejournal is a breeding ground for the lament of the past and future. it has nothing to do with the present, and neither does regular journals infact. it is good to commerate special events, but my mind has become lazy and stupid and it is time i utilize it. so i might not remember every detail of every single day as i could if i wrote it in here. i think i would rather use my own memory than a computer's (hah! no pun intended!...did i use that right?)
anyway, i don't know if my hypothesis is correct, so that is why, i suppose, this in an experiment. i think it should be interesting enough.
anyway, i don't know if my hypothesis is correct, so that is why, i suppose, this in an experiment. i think it should be interesting enough.