This will be a little graphic -- sorry, I've got a lot of rage and sad.

[fushigi_na_chou]

~.: Oh, hi there, internet. Didn't see you there; been too busy with serious real life crap to update. I feel like it might be time to though, so here's what's been going on in my life since the last time we talked

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[translucentpink]

I can't think of anything to say that would possibly be comforting to you. All I can say is that if I was there, I'd give you a hug and hope that would make up for my lack of words. ♥

[fushigi_na_chou]

♥ A hug would be nice.

[hideincarnate]

I too don't have any words, but I do understand your anger. Because you're right - he was killed. Even though it may have been unintentional, he was still taken away - his life cut short unfairly. And it's not fair. When it happens to you - to your family - how can you justify it with sayings like "God works in mysterious ways?" You really can't because the overall opinion of God is that he's everyone's pal and is out there taking care of everyone and Heaven forbid anything bad befall you or your loved ones under his watch!. Then stuff like this happens and...it's hard to keep that image of an all-caring/loving deity in mind

[fushigi_na_chou]

♥ I tried to feel some sympathy for Mike and tell myself maybe he tried and just wasn't able to do anything because he's essentially paralyzed from the thigh down (he can still walk with the help of braces, and gets around just fine on his own any other time). But then I realize that if he'd tried at all he would be dead too. So I don't even have that for comfort. If it'd been me in there with my brother, I would have tried to save him until it killed me; that's a parent's job, and I just can't fathom one not doing that for his child. -sigh- I just wish this process was easier. :<

And yes. She is. D