~.: I really think I'm beginning to shift into a phase of healing. For the first time since April, I saw my brother in a dream. It pretty much speaks for itself, but the main part of it featured a play that Mikey was starring in. He played a character who died at the end. When the play ended, and his character died, Mikey disappeared. There was ( Read more... )

~.: I'm not sure what's been going on with me lately, but I feel like Mikey has been on my mind every day this week and last week, and I have a growing sense of desperation within me. My mom keeps talking about how she can feel him and hear him and she dreams about him and has signs from him all the time, and I'm not gonna lie, I feel jealous. All ( Read more... )

~.: I've been having very weird dreams lately. One of them is going to be my NaNo project this year. That was a couple days ago, and involved portable doors that could be set up and opened into parallel universes, one in which a war was going on, and an army of wolves was fighting to protect a royal family from an evil sorcerer. Last night's was ( Read more... )

~.: Oh, hi there, internet. Didn't see you there; been too busy with serious real life crap to update. I feel like it might be time to though, so here's what's been going on in my life since the last time we talked ( Read more... )

~.: The past 365 days have been very interesting; I feel that I've been affected by death in ways never before experienced personally. The worst part about tonight and the news that triggered this entry is that I'm not even sure I can talk about it with anyone outside of work. I don't think anyone would find out if I said anything, or even that I ( Read more... )