so i've been a dedicated member of the working world as of late. 60 hour weeks. good stuff. it's an easy (and sneaky) way to avoid the rest of the world, a good excuse to refrain from outside activities. shit. i just gave that away, didn't i? ...finding myself singing the word 'anti-social' in my head repeatedly while going through the routines, so ( Read more... )

so at work overnight tonight there was a mouse in the kitchen. i checked it out (quite stupidly i might add), and found the mouse to be stuck on a freaking glue trap. the MOST inhumane way to get a mouse. the poor thing (have you ever really looked at a mouse up close? they really are a sweet looking little creature), had 3 legs and his tail stuck ( Read more... )

I am now, after 7 flights in 7 days, back from florida. good trip. i started to really enjoy the solitude and mass confusion of the airports. and i really enjoyed figuring it all out on my own. each airport was a game of hide-and-go-seek. 'what gate am i at? ok...where the fuck is it ( Read more... )

another entry...holy smokes ( Read more... )

i'm sure that those around me are a bit sick of hearing about it (sorry dave!)...but this sleep thing is really bothering me. meaning that i sleep WAY too much. that i have to set my alarm to get up at noon (noon!), and still press snooze for about 2 hours. i wake up each time and say out loud 'get up!'...but before i can consciously think about ( Read more... )

wretched mood today. for no reason, or many reasons, i don't know. can't seem to connect...it happens. i'll sleep it off and it will vanish. difficulty lays in the fact that i am not too sleepy at this particular moment. so i am left to suffer this craptastic mood, while attempting to not subject anyone else to it. perhaps i'm getting sick...often ( Read more... )

it's amazing how transformations can just...happen. it amazes me that that still amazes me. there is a shift occurring, and even though it concerns me and those around me, i feel at times that i don't even really need to be present for this to happen. like a nature documentary, watching herds of a specific species portraying importance and ( Read more... )

I’m bored as fuck. Patience has not, and probably will not, ever be a virtue of mine. I’m walking aimlessly around the house while 5 people are watching an in depth movie in the living room. I’m just waiting for it to finish and for something to happen. Although all that will more than likely happen is that they will all head to bed as it is 1:40am ( Read more... )

this 'blog' thing appears to be highly addictive...so here am i ( Read more... )