i am so incredibly happy. i have completely fallen for him. i am truly in love with him but i am afraid to be the first one to say it. so, do i just say it or do i wait for him. i am sure that he feels the same way but i don't want to freak him out ( Read more... )

I am so excited for the next two weeks!!! Friday is date party, Saturday is Kathy Griffin...then, next weekend i'm going home! yayyyy!!! i miss everyone at home...i haven't been home since august...weird ( Read more... )

i think i have the worst luck ever. why is it that i attract the creepers? seriously...for once, last night i took a chance and i still got screwed. so incredibly awkward...and to make matters worse he is now text messaging me. i don't even know what to say back. plus...he works at the gym that i work out at so now my sacred place, is no longer ( Read more... )

omg...3 dollar long islands= poor life choice. i feel like shit. ahh...last night was so much fun but i am soooo hungover today. ew.

i need to workout like double now...but that will have to wait until i am able to move without wanting to vom. haha..sweeet

soooo...only 3 weeks left of summer school! yayyyyy! i can NOT wait for august to be here...i am so excited for my surprise trip with my mom(s) and my best friends! where ever we are going i need a bathing suit...which is good...and bad. ha..sooo i have been working out and i am very proud of myself. usually i tell myself im going to eat healthy ( Read more... )

wow...i am such a sucker for chick flicks. i think i just cried for like 2 hours...from a movie! if you want a good cry...watch p.s. i love you. jeeeze!

good movie but so sad.

that is all.

im lonely. i know that i should be happy for christine that she has a new love interest but i am just really annoyed. she is dating one of our guy friends that we hang out with all the time...which means now..it becomes amy and the couples...i dont want third wheel it everytime we go out...that means i am always going to be the one that has to take ( Read more... )

i am really not doing so hot. i am having a hard time just dealing with everything right now. there is just way too much shit going on and i dont know how to deal ( Read more... )

i keep having these crazy ass dreams. i had a dream last night that i was being chased by all these people and every town that i went to had a different person from my life that was like tormenting me. it was so bizarre and i woke up exhausted because this dream was so demanding...ha. i dunno...i looked up "chase" dreams on a dream dictionary. my ( Read more... )

i cant believe that this is happening again.i hate that my mom is so irresponsible with money. i hate that my brother moved out and is living with my dad. and i hate that there is nothing that i can do to fix it or make anything better. i complained so much about being at home this break but i dont know how much longer i will be calling naperville ( Read more... )