it's over. i can't believe this is happening. how can he still be in love with me but not want to be with me? i should be worth fighting the distance. What is wrong with me? how come he doesn't want me? i feel absolutely worthless.

I think it's mathematically impossible for my bracket to lose to Jeff. We have a bet going and whoever wins get to choose the date of their choice and the other person has to be the suga daddy. hahha... i need help thinking of a good date! lol.

i'm sick again!!!! ughhhh...i just got over having strep throat and now I have the stomach flu. wtf?! I had to go home from school yesterday because I threw up at work...so embaressing! ugh! this sucks.

ew...i haven't eaten fast food in a long time and my body just freaked out on me. i had wendy's and my stomach just exploded. wtf?

This is exactly why I don't want to live in Houston anymore. My stupid car wouldn't start today and since I have no one here, I had no way of getting to a repair shop or the grocery store or anything. I am literally stranded. I hate it here and I hate being alone. I already can't wait to go back home. I hate life right now.

i looooove being told that i'm following my boyfriend around and being judged because heaven forbid i want to live in the same state or near the same state as my boyfriend.

stupid.

I am almost done with college!!!!!!!!!!!!! woo hooooooo!!!! I have two more assignments left and then I AM DONE ( Read more... )

so...jeff was supposed to come this weekend but his grandma died yesterday. obviously, he needs to be with his family and i'm not mad at him but i am so sad. i feel like that's selfish to be upset about it but i was so looking forward to this weekend and in one giant swoop, it was taken away. we are trying to figure out another weekend for him to ( Read more... )

So...i'm really getting lonely. I was okay this week because I had things to do and go to but even then..at night, there is no one to talk to. I really miss Jeff and it's so weird that I can't just walk 4 blocks down the street and hang out with him. I sort of got used to not having roommates this summer but that is still weird too. I feel like a ( Read more... )

jeff and i almost broke up last night...I have never cried so hard in my entire life. I have no idea what is going to happen. He basically told me that he didn't think he could do long distance for 7 months. He said he thought it would be easier if we just broke up now instead of later. However, this whole conversation was brought on by a lot of ( Read more... )