Woke up late today, and I still feel the sting of the pain ( Read more... )

you know the downside of teaching? working with a bunch of fucking women! they are all catty little bitches who like to talk shit! seriously?! i fucking hate my job.

so the sick tally is now at 2 for this school year (and that's only if you're not counting that week before school started because I was sick then too). wtf? I decided that I am going to count how many times I catch a cold/flu because this is seriously getting rediculous. I don't understand how my body is not immune to the germs yet. I have been ( Read more... )

my horoscope today ( Read more... )

i thought i was doing better until tonight. reality is sinking in. this sucks. i feel like shit.

ugh. i wish i could fall asleep. i can't remember the last time that i have stayed up so late like this. the past 2 weeks i have been staying up til almost 2 am. last night i took a tylenol pm to fall asleep. i don't want to take it again but this is getting rediculous. i can not turn my brain off. i don't know what to do or how to make it better. ( Read more... )

let's see....how can my week get worse? oh...i know! have your leasing office call you and tell you, hey idiot, you forgot to pay your rent and if you don't call us back in an hour we are going to evict you. really fucking sweet. not that this should be any excuse, but i fucking forgot because my stupid ass hole of a boyfriend broke up with me over ( Read more... )

I just keep asking myself why? why did we break up? why is this happening? i still don't know why we broke up. i can't figure it out. why did he sleep with me and go to the lake 2 days before he broke up with me? i don't get it. we had no problems in our relationship..and i'm not just saying that because i'm being naive. we had no trust issues, we ( Read more... )

Oh no ( Read more... )

why is this happening to me? i don't understand what happened and i don't know what to do with myself. i have never felt so miserable in my entire life. i miss my best friend. i want to talk to him and tell him about my day. i miss him and i hate that this is happening. i am tired of feeling like shit. when am i going to start to feel better?