MIKE BROKE UP WITH ME TONIGHT!!! UGH!! I HATE HIS FREAKIN PARENTS!!! THERE SO GOD DAMNED STUCK UP!! THEY THINK THAT THERE SO MUCH BETTER THAN ME WELL YOU KNOW WHAT FUCK THEM!!!!GOD IM SO HURT RIGHT NOW ALL I WANNA DO IS SCREAM BUT I CANT AND I HAVE NOBODY TO TALK TO!! I DONT GET IT WHAT HAPPENED I THOUGHT HE SAID BREAKING UP WASNT AN OPTION!!!

i want to get my nipples peirced. that would be so freaking awesome. but its going to be a bitch to wear a bra. i also want my nose peirced!!

Things are well with me my life is almost perfect all i need is a job and car!! im not so paraniod about whether mike really loves me or not. but watch the first day i dont hear from him i'll be super paranoid again. maybe i just need a life all i do is sit around and wait for mike to get out of school so we can hang out or not hang out either way ( Read more... )

i think mike is about to break up with me his mom and stepdad wont allow him to see me. His stepdad makes smart remarks about me being pregnant and his mom always tells him that seeing me is a bad idea. i hate this! why cant they just leave us be!! i hate birthcontrol but i take it because thats what his mom wanted so what the hell. he hasnt even ( Read more... )

So last night i realized that mike is the only one for me. i mean before i just wanted only him and that was all but last night i was hangin out with the people that i lived in between in gulf breeze they were my best friends joel and jessica and then there was kari who lived down by the corner stores well last night we were all drinkin and doing ( Read more... )

Right now im wide awake i figure the later i stay up the more of daytime i can sleep away then i wont feel like crap when i cant get out of the house tomorrow. anyway mike is grounded i wish he wasnt so he could call me so this really sucks and i hope his mom will let him see me on my birthday cause i really want him to be there when i get my ( Read more... )

i really really hate someone i never want to talk to or see them again!!!

i want a damn job i cant stand staying in the house all day long this is the first day that i've done this and im already going crazy i feel like such a lozer i cant do this till i turn 18 i will kill myself for real!! well i'll be dead inside!!! i dont think i could ever actually kill myself im to scared of there not being an afterlife and that ( Read more... )

im feeling pretty goofy right now i took a lot of nyquil and it just feel so funny!! i have a terrible cold and i think im made mike feel bad about us bein so different i hung out with him for christmas and he said he felt like he was bringing me out for a really bad date cause he wanted to go dirtbiking with his cousin i really didnt mind though ( Read more... )

im so terrified of writing this im scared if i talk about how good things are and how happy i am, that i'll jinx it and it will all fall apart. its crazy well i love mike soooo much it makes me wanna cry and im soooo happy that i wanna cry and the thing i love most about him is that being with him isnt always looked at as a chance to fuck we cuddle ( Read more... )