Comments | fruitbaron: Meh.

fruitbaron

Meh.

Jun 12, 2005 20:29

Today I feel down today. I feel like I'm stuck in the past, just missing the way things used to be. The reason for my depression is probably because I'm tired, yet I can't sleep yet. I'm watching over the new kitten, Daithelos (thanks for the name, Rose). She's a cute little thing but I worry about her needing anything, as well as my other cat ( Read more... )

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xxloser_anthem June 13 2005, 18:33:44 UTC

I hope you feel better, angst muffin. LOL Just kidding about the angst muffin thing but I do hope you feel better. Just give it time. Change only when your ready.
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fruitbaron June 14 2005, 01:43:46 UTC

Aww, thanks Maddie. I was and still slightly am an angst muffin. Don't worry about calling me one. 'Tis truth! XP

mental_mascara June 23 2005, 20:16:54 UTC

LOL, I think everyone is. Especially teenagers.
XD I'm an angst muffin too.
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zogled June 13 2005, 18:54:47 UTC

KITTEN!!! *steals it*

fruitbaron June 14 2005, 01:43:59 UTC

OHGODGIVEMEMYKITTENBACKYOUNAZI!!!!111one

eric_frost June 13 2005, 21:43:32 UTC

sometimes, the only definition of existence is without change.

fruitbaron June 14 2005, 01:44:13 UTC

Eh?

rufustehshinra June 14 2005, 19:07:19 UTC

*giggle* Don't worry about the kitten! (Can I call her Dai-chan?) Opposite sexes get along WAY better... except morning, but she's a bitchy hooker kitty. If they haven't fought yet, it'll all be fine. Leo will get used to her. Kittens are very adaptable. Asha's only been with us for a week (yes. We got another one. We don't know what it is.), but he/she is fitting in very well. If you'd gotten another male, then you'd have to worry, but you didn't. ^_^ So it's all good.

I'm just overly worried right now. I worry about being a failure, about letting down someone or everyone.Okay. One thing I've learned this year. Don't worry about letting anybody down but yourself. All it's going to get you is a breakdown and a hospital stay, and trust me, that's the last thing you want. Just worry about doing what makes YOU happy. Other people, they don't matter so much. *hug* I know you feel like you can't sleep, but you never know. Promise me you'll try anyway? I'll worry if you don't sleep ( ... )

fruitbaron June 15 2005, 06:06:20 UTC

...Man, that was a well-written reply and it made me smile. Thanks, Maddie. You surely can call the kitten Dai-chan, and hopefully I'll have pictures of her sometime. I'm also glad you love your little kitten and the zoo you have is going well. XD How are you and Zoni doing?

Meh, I need to worry about others. Also, doing what makes me happy isn't always best. Some moments, someone has to stop being selfish, yeah? I need to do that a lot. Your e-mail address and support and love... well, that means a lot. I'll be here, waiting for you.

Love you, Maddie.

mental_mascara July 5 2005, 17:42:23 UTC

Ok I have something to add to my comment.
You worry about being a failure, am I right?

Well you shouldn't worry about failing anyone but yourself. There's no one in this world that you could fail except for yourself. You may have failed in the eyes of your teacher(or anyone for that matter) and I know it hurts. But what hurts even more is when you fail yourself.

You can't please everyone, and it sounds like your trying to. If you try to make everyone happy, all that's going to do for you is make you a fuckin' reck. I'm not saying that you should just be a selfish bastard....Sometimes it's good to be concerned about others. Just don't go overboard.

I was reading some of your old journal entries and I wanted to make a comment on this paticular one. If you ever need to talk about ANYTHING, I'll ALWAYS be here for you. You always seem to want to talk about what's happening with me....Sometimes we should talk about what's happening with you.
x333Maddie