Meh.
Today I feel down today. I feel like I'm stuck in the past, just missing the way things used to be. The reason for my depression is probably because I'm tired, yet I can't sleep yet. I'm watching over the new kitten, Daithelos (thanks for the name, Rose). She's a cute little thing but I worry about her needing anything, as well as my other cat getting jealous. I love Leo but by God, I keep having worries that he'll try and off her.
I'm just overly worried right now. I worry about being a failure, about letting down someone or everyone. I need to rest but I know I won't be able to sleep. *rubs his face* Beh. I was bombing math class so the teacher gave me an easier option to take. I couldn't, though, because it would conflict with another class that I have in the next semester. Long story short, I dropped math which hasn't left me with a very good feeling.
I'm going to end my griping here. I know why I feel bad and I need to work on fixing it. Change though, right now? I see the change that's gone on in my life and the lives of others, and frankly, it worries me. Rose also showed me some of my ooold journal entries in another journal.
God, I was an angst muffin.
I'm just overly worried right now. I worry about being a failure, about letting down someone or everyone. I need to rest but I know I won't be able to sleep. *rubs his face* Beh. I was bombing math class so the teacher gave me an easier option to take. I couldn't, though, because it would conflict with another class that I have in the next semester. Long story short, I dropped math which hasn't left me with a very good feeling.
I'm going to end my griping here. I know why I feel bad and I need to work on fixing it. Change though, right now? I see the change that's gone on in my life and the lives of others, and frankly, it worries me. Rose also showed me some of my ooold journal entries in another journal.
God, I was an angst muffin.