Meh.

[fruitbaron]

Today I feel down today. I feel like I'm stuck in the past, just missing the way things used to be. The reason for my depression is probably because I'm tired, yet I can't sleep yet. I'm watching over the new kitten, Daithelos (thanks for the name, Rose). She's a cute little thing but I worry about her needing anything, as well as my other cat

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[rufustehshinra]

*giggle* Don't worry about the kitten! (Can I call her Dai-chan?) Opposite sexes get along WAY better... except morning, but she's a bitchy hooker kitty. If they haven't fought yet, it'll all be fine. Leo will get used to her. Kittens are very adaptable. Asha's only been with us for a week (yes. We got another one. We don't know what it is.), but he/she is fitting in very well. If you'd gotten another male, then you'd have to worry, but you didn't. ^_^ So it's all good.

I'm just overly worried right now. I worry about being a failure, about letting down someone or everyone.

Okay. One thing I've learned this year. Don't worry about letting anybody down but yourself. All it's going to get you is a breakdown and a hospital stay, and trust me, that's the last thing you want. Just worry about doing what makes YOU happy. Other people, they don't matter so much. *hug* I know you feel like you can't sleep, but you never know. Promise me you'll try anyway? I'll worry if you don't sleep.

Try not to worry about others right now. You need to worry about yourself. If you need to talk, or vent or whatever, you have my email address, don't you? (presidentofsouls@hotmail.com). I'll be online tomorrow night, kay? (assuming I get Bob up after the power's back.)

Try to hang in there. You're stronger than you think.

[fruitbaron]

...Man, that was a well-written reply and it made me smile. Thanks, Maddie. You surely can call the kitten Dai-chan, and hopefully I'll have pictures of her sometime. I'm also glad you love your little kitten and the zoo you have is going well. XD How are you and Zoni doing?

Meh, I need to worry about others. Also, doing what makes me happy isn't always best. Some moments, someone has to stop being selfish, yeah? I need to do that a lot. Your e-mail address and support and love... well, that means a lot. I'll be here, waiting for you.

Love you, Maddie.