Ughh. I hate Mickeal. Ok, I don't hate him, he just fucking frustrates me. I know, I'm home all day, it's not unreasonable to expect me to put some effort into cleaning. But is it that UN-reasonable to expect a little help once in a while? I'm not talking full scrubdown here, I'm just asking that *maybe* he put his clothes in a laundry basket ( Read more... )

 Mickeal's mom passed at around 9:20 tonight. I'm very tired and trying to figure out where the energy to deal with this is going to come from. Hopefully I'll figure it out soon.

So I just thought I'd stop by and give ya'll a little update and get some off my chest ( Read more... )

Can someone kindly tell me where to find the switch to turn off the longing I feel when I look at this picture?


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So... yay! M is on board with having a baby! (mostly. He says it scares him, but he seems to realize that he's never going to be fully prepared, and that if you put it off till you think you are, you'll never have one.) The only catch is that he wants his mom's blessing first. And I don't see her agreeing to it. She treats him like an irresponsible ( Read more... )

 It shouldn't be so tempting to just not eat this entire week while M's not here. I hate that I feel validated that I haven't eaten anything in over 24 hours. My brain keeps telling me things like "You had a mocha! That's like a billion calories! And you've got cigarettes and VitaminWater! Who needs food!?" I know it's wrong. I'll have an orange ( Read more... )

 Yeah, ok, I suck, but I'm sick. I'll make a real update when I'm back from California. 
What Morgan Means
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 I know I haven't been around a lot lately. As Kel knows, we had a huge storm over here a few weeks ago and my entire side of the state is, I believe, still in a state of emergency. So we're still picking up the pieces and trying to get life back to normal ( Read more... )

So I got to spend last night with the lunachick I was talking about a couple entries ago. She's sweet, but definitely crazy, and a little slow. We synced up in several ways, but I really don't like cultivating relationships with people who aren't as smart as me (and considering how dumb I can act, I think that's giving people lots of leeway.) So.. ( Read more... )

*Headdesk* For some reason, LJ wasn't autosaving for once, and I lost everything. *growl*

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