So 3 sites that I frequent are currently embroiled in seemingly endless amounts of drama... 2 of which I merely enjoy, but I do pay to use one of them, so the drama indirectly/directly effects me... and 1 that is highly important to me in many ways, that I now live in constant fear that a site that has been a great comfort and source of friendship ( Read more... )

 *sigh* So, I have absolutely no news ( Read more... )

I don't really have a lot to say (big surprise, right?) I'm just bored ( Read more... )

10.30... I really should be sleeping, but I didn't get up till 12.30 last night.... Sleeping in the dungeon sucks. It's cold, and there aren't any windows in the medical room, just the main area (and those windows are right on the ground, with the balconey overhanging them and the blinds are always drawn), so there's next to no light. Plus, we're ( Read more... )

Started tracking my food intake today. I actually didn't do all that horribly, even though I ate out. Probably because that's basically the only thing I ate today. Still went over with fat and protein. BLAH! But I'm not actually giving myself calorie goals except that I need to come in under 2000. I'm doing my best to do this safely, and not slip ( Read more... )

So, long story short, M and I have decided to start waist-training me. Waist training is basically keeping me tightlaced in a corset 23/7 and slowly lacing down to get to the desired waist size. We're going to be blogging the whole thing in another diary here on LiveJournal, and even though it probably won't be updated a lot until we really get ( Read more... )

I can't believe how fast the feeling of loathing slammed into me. I've been very stable in my feelings about my weight recently. I can deal with never being anorexic skinny again. I looked at some pictures before repacking them yesterday, and I just couldn't believe how sick I look in my prom picture. I never thought I looked like a classic ( Read more... )

Hmmmm.... I'm getting over being sick and I have assloads of energy to burn. M'll be back tonight. Hoorah! 2 nights without him was 2 nights to long. Every time I think of him I hear Becks "Think I'm in Love" in my head and freak out a little. I still love J, of course. It's just becoming less important the more he ignores me. ...Perhaps that's ( Read more... )

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Just had to mention this somewhere, and since Erin knows my dad, she'll understand about as much as I do. My father and stepmother have COMPLETELY LOST IT! I know they hate it in Antioch. Who could blame them? But since Sally's unemployed right now, they've up and decided to sell the house in Antioch, and move to the property in Yreka. Said ( Read more... )