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    Sometimes I ask why I exist. I gloom in wonder for hours, without an appetite, religiously losing my sanity. Sometimes it feels as if I am forever lost and trapped in oblivion, searching for a way out, and I can only stop searching ( until all is lost into the beauty of the day )

     The first time I saw her, I felt the ultimate fusion of emotions. My hands went numb, my knees went weak and my head went a-spinning. My whole system was shocked and confused. I walked away in abstraction, wanting to catch my breath, wanting to admit that THIS is the REAL world, wanting to look at her again. I felt constipated and dehydrated ( Read more... )

( My favorite mantra. )

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We've been through bad days...

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( pictures nga e. )

tap on my window, knock on my door
i want to make you feel beautiful
she will be loved...

I used to fantasize about this Maroon 5 song a lot. I used to make music videos out of it starring *ahem* me in sepia, and played it more than enough times in my head. It always gives me the kicks. I used to believe that it was definitely written for me ( Read more... )

Finish the sentences by choosing the letter. No right or wrong answers ( Read more... )

     You remember spending one whole day with him three semesters ago, when you both were assigned officials for the college volleyball games. During time-outs you talked about loads of things - he said he thought you were only 16 (you were 17 then), you said he should stick with his course (ECE, pare!). He made you laugh, he wiped the dirt off ( Read more... )