So Friday night sucked. I was so pissed at a certain someone who SHOULD have been there for me, but he was being super lazy and totally ditched me. I was so upset about it and I definitely let him have it the next day. We argued and I cried (like always; can't help it) and then we talked calmy about how he fucked up and how he is never to do it ( Read more... )

i can't keep doing this. i'm so stressed and worried about her all the time. she gets in a car accident in a parking lot today and fucks up her hand and now she asks me to take my car to pick a friend up in fucking mill creek and of course i say yes because if i say no she'll just take the damn suburban and you can't drive that car with one ( Read more... )

So much stuff to do, so little time ( Read more... )

Have you ever been so sure of something that looking at any other possibilities was completely out of the question? Well that's exactly how I felt about a certain subject involving one of my friends. People said "maybe..." "have you ever considered..." "what if..." and I always said "no No NO!" Well... I've never been so wrong. I can't believe how ( Read more... )

Money is stupid.

Yup.
Thats all.

The way I feel about my weight changes daily. One day I look in the mirror and I think, "Hey, I don't look so bad. I'm no Jessica Alba, but I'm OK" and then other days I see pictures of myself or look in the mirror and I feel disgusting. I get depressed really quickly and start thinking about how I wish I had the will power to stop eating ( Read more... )

Well I made dinner without starting any fires and it tasted pretty damn good if I do say so myself. Dan and Amy, couple of family friends, came over and hung out and ate and brought some delicious chocolate decadance. Mmmm. Yes. Katie Davi also came over and I had a chat with her, which was nice because we haven't had some Katie/Megan time for ( Read more... )

Wow, it has definitely been a while. I keep a real journal now so I don't really need to write in this thing. But for some reason, as I'm sitting here waiting for my laundry to be done, I felt the urge to write a little something on my old live journal. I can't believe it's been almost 2 years since I wrote in here. I don't have the patience to ( Read more... )

fuck this week ( Read more... )

i miss my friend keith ( Read more... )