"we accept the love we think we deserve."

i don't wanna talk about it.

my room doesnt even seem like my room anymore.
being in here is odd.
i should be helping my mom clean right now.
waiting for shawn to be home.
i got my hair cut. spur of the moment thing.
i dig it.

can tomorrow just not happen? that'd be great, thanks ( Read more... )

found out yesterday that a man i met on thursday, died on friday ( Read more... )

went to waterloo to see my grandpa for the last time today ( Read more... )

While working out today, I got a phone call from my mom ( Read more... )

Nostalgia.


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this was my email i sent to josh today, updating him on stuff ( Read more... )

Last night, I really fucked up. I don't understand what's wrong with me.. why I keep running away from anything that has the potential to make me happy. I shouldn't have left. I wish I wouldn't have. I wish I could take it all back. I'm so upset with myself right now. Why am I ruining a good thing? I don't deserve to have him like me this much. I  ( Read more... )

I can't stop listening to the Rocky Horror soundtrack ( Read more... )