I miss yous.

So. . . I decided the other day that I needed to watch Joan of Arcadia and now I am a season and a half into and trying to talk myself out of forgoing sleep to watch a few more episodes beofre work. Here is what this program has brought into my life: 1) the realization (again) that I get waaaay to involved and obsessed with my "stories", 2) the ( Read more... )

How is it that people seem to outgrow their journals ( Read more... )

Some dude got a piece of his finger bitten off yesterday(?). Some reports say he started the physical altercation. The dude yelling at him that bit him is clearly an idiot, but some bystander said he was 3ft. away from the bitten dude. Then bitten dude punched him. I said he was lucky that he didn't do that to me, as I would have ripped off his ( Read more... )

If the people that seem most able to make me feel bad could ever, for a second, think of me as a goddamn person. Or if the people I go most out of my way for would actually go that extra mile and learn who I am as a person, why I go out of my way for them, and respect the burden of responsibility they let me put on myself, instead of just taking ( Read more... )

I make myself sick. I think my whole generation makes me sick. There must be something fundamentally wrong with the turn the world has taken. I am so sicl of apathy. I am so sick of impotence. Why don't we have any power, any drive to change things? Why does everything have to be so fucked up there is no fixing it, just slowing it down? Just not ( Read more... )

If my family (specifically the parental units) were any more obtuse they'd be walking into walls on an hourly basis ( Read more... )

How often is it, exactly, that life gets in the way of living? Why is it that we must be slaves to commercial concerns? I wish I were some sort of sort of magical farmer so that I could always have enough food to eat. Then I'd just find some empty land somewhere, dig a hole to live in and take it all in. Preferably this hole would be near a river ( Read more... )

i miss youse guys.

killme.