I have no idea what is going on, I'm anxious, and the latter part of my digestive process are not happy with it. This is the first time in months that I've felt this, and prior to YTT it was the result of overwhelming amounts of stress. There's only one thing I'm stressed about right now (wild guess), and that's never changed, but it's never caused ( Read more... )

So, I'm contemplating changes. The one that is in the process of happening is less on-line time. It will pretty much disappear when Pastry arrives (which, we do have a more solid date, just in time for our somewhat anniversary), as I'm on the computer just for our shared solitude moments. It also means I'll be more social, least on Saturdays and ( Read more... )

I came to another realization today, some of my anti-social behaviour is due to feelings of inadequacy. Not sure where they come from, as I was always a shy child, so my silence is not from there. I do recall many a time growing up, and as an adult, where I felt like I was being dismissed or just where my crappy timing and organizational skills ( Read more... )

The city dismissed my arrest this morning via something in latin meaning the documents (my documents and the city ordinance) prove I'm innocent. Was fun - not. Anyway, my lawyer gave me a copy of the email from the solicitor for the city saying she was dismissing and why. So the next time Moron with a badge shows up, I can point it out to him and ( Read more... )

New year's resolution: Be musical in my heart and letting it sing loudly.

I signed up for the Yoga Journal 21 day challenge and started a team for my Yoga school. It's been fun, as I've already set some personal goals for myself. The one that is easiest, so far, is the unplugging for at least an hour every day. The 2 cups of coffee is easier on work days than on workless days, right now I'm on cup 3, about to hit cup 4, ( Read more... )

The internet at the office is up and running, figured out the networking panel so all I need now are more cables, and an extension cord. Makes me happy ( Read more... )

Today was awesome. I had a new client come in from one of my ad deals, she wanted a Thai session. I love that modality and I'm really sad that not a lot of people want it. But we talked most of the time and I was so in tune with what was going on, I was able to just move her into each position and was able to note when she was sinking into that ( Read more... )

This week has actually been pretty good. I've had plenty of downtime to reflect on this last weekend, and some of the issues that have come up. And interesting side effect is that my throat chakra is blocked again. OH YAY! So, not sure what else is in there, but I have plenty of time to self-reflect ( Read more... )

I had a release today on the way to work. I felt it coming a mile away, finally. I still have some more and had mini-ones this afternoon. That said...

( I really don't like the word )