it's not that i have nothing to say, i have plenty,
i just can't find the words, the energy to do so.
i'm so consumed in a feeling that is glued to insides of my chest,
and i don't want to give up even though i really should-
before it gets harder to do.

there's just too much to say,
and not enough letters in the alphabet to spell it.

I'm face up, laying on the floor of the black hole I fell from.
I see a hint of light in the far far distance, it's just getting there is the problem.

five letters that blow so casually through our mind, out the window and into oblivion ( Read more... )

How fucking stupid do you think I am ( Read more... )

I'm writing this because you're beautiful ( Read more... )

I swear, the creator of fate hates me, deeply.
I just found out my brother Mike was in a serious accident this morning and has to go into brain surgery.

Lord somebody, help him,
help me.

I might be flying away to see him.

I have this sick feeling that it's coming to an end;
you told me while you were sleeping.

And I'm still crying.

Driving searching, hoping to find one blinking eye staring at me ( Read more... )

If half the people knew half of the things...

more later, my eyes are rolling backwards.

I didn't think I could look at you in the eyes ( Read more... )