my heart can't take another minute of it.

[fraudulentwords]

I'm writing this because you're beautiful,
because you're so far away but I feel like you're here,
I feel your eyes on my back, and I can't give up hope that you'll be okay.
And in my head I see you laying there in so much pain,
but all I can think is of is your face that smile, that never faded.
You'll never know how hard it hit my heart when I found out your condition,
because I could never explain it in words,
just like I can't describe you, my beautiful brother.
And I love you, I love you more than you'd ever know.
I want to be there, holding your hand, saying it's going to be okay.
After they remove the bones from your brain I pray to god you'll be the same.
That you'll open your eyes and laugh,
you've had it so hard and don't let this be your defeat.
You're a fighter, like no one I've ever known.
You take the rules and break down to pieces.
And now's not the time to give up.
It's 420, how ironic, I knew this number before anything else because of you.
Babe, it's up to you, and I need you more than ever.