i want

not to be vindictive
not to be a bitch
not to be pathetic
not to be weak
not to be jealous
not to be angry
not to be waiting, waiting, waiting
not to have an addicition for difficult situations.

this will take time.
and in the end, you will not be a part of it.

1. How To Be Useful by Megan Hustad


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what do you do when the lines between just friends or more get blurred ( Read more... )

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i am hoping to get my new baby in the mail::


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"I worry about soybeans invading Chicago."

i was thinking about livejournal and how much i missed it, some two years hiatus i took from it, and you know what? i dont care what other people say, blogging is a fantastic outlet for everything. billions of people do it everyday, sharing everything from parenting tips, personal escapades, stock tips, ( Read more... )

Nothing is easier than self-deceit, for what each man wishes that he also believes to be true - Demosthenes.

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as you might notice, or not, my posts have become more and more spread out. although much of this is in my control as to the time i could spend being a frequent reader and writer as i once was, alas, myspace seems to have completely taken over my blogging spectrum ( Read more... )