It’s been 6 years since my last post. Again, I’ve got no where else to post besides here where no one can really see ( Read more... )

Since family is clogging up my newsfeeds on twitter and Facebook I no longer have my safe havens I thought I had to write my thoughts on except Livejournal.

I dream of death daily. I contemplate suicide all the time. Every now and then I might get a day where things might be ok...but it never lasts. I hate my life and I hate myself. I wish things ( Read more... )

I've noticed so many things and yet I can tell that there is still so much left to see and feel and experience. You could have taken many paths to get to where you are now and there is still so many paths you can still take, no matter what you have done, accomplished, of mistaken along the way.

A path is a path. And your thoughts are like water; ( Read more... )