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[forte174]

Since family is clogging up my newsfeeds on twitter and Facebook I no longer have my safe havens I thought I had to write my thoughts on except Livejournal.

I dream of death daily. I contemplate suicide all the time. Every now and then I might get a day where things might be ok...but it never lasts. I hate my life and I hate myself. I wish things

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[samediskeleton]

We haven't talked in a very long time (my fault entirely...this is Lilia/1-5 in case you don't remember this ID), so this might seem strange & out of the blue, but I really hope that you're alright. I want to say more, but for now just please know that I'm thinking of you & I don't doubt that there are other people who care about you & your wellbeing too. I know that doesn't make what you're going through any easier, or make it better, but it's something at least. Things do get better, even when they seem utterly hopeless. It might take a long time & a lot of struggling/being misunderstood by even people close to you, but it's not forever, I promise.

Please take care & know that I'm always here if you need to talk/vent.