Hello everyone. Wow, its been awhile since ive been on this thing. Right now im at the teen center, its like this peer mediation thing. Hopefully it will go well. Pizza is here, hoorAY ( Read more... )

trying to hold back the tears. being torn away from the ones i love. Is it my fault? am i to blame? i really dont fucking know, but this really really sucks

Hello! today is juliannes birthday party! we were all ) me gina, julianne, chris, and cassie) at juliannes house when they decided to walk here. God. I felt wicked sick and i didnt want to walk, so i ran instead. Why not? ive been in the workout mode alot lately... I guess its good. Ive been feeling soar. Gosh ( Read more... )

HEy everyone that is reading this! Im really really worried right now. Kev is getting inot something that i really dont want him to. and im really scared. I wish that he cared about how i feel about him doing the stuff that he is going to do, but i dont think he realises how much what he does effects me. I hate it when hes somewhere and i dont know ( Read more... )

I don’t know what the hell im going to do. I don’t know whats wrong with me, but there must be something, and I can assure you, there is. Why do I always find myself in the wrong place at the wrong time? Well I was there today. I made the mistake of going to the mall, and running into Kevin, Chris, and Mike. It was okay, for awhile, then we ran ( Read more... )

get to know the new fucking me

GOd, Where to start about tonight. I dont really want to talk about it.. Happy April 3rd.

Leaving me speechless
FIghting for air
strangled attempts

fuck it, im not in the mood. I really need you to call me, youdont know how badly i need it.
Please. im not going to sleep all night

For sum reason, i feel the need to write in this yet again. wait... nevermind. Maybe idont. I could have sworn there wassomething else i had to say... But now i dont remember. What a dumbfucking ass i am. No wonder Kevin broke up with me. Its me. God. And to think i was mad. Im sucha dumb fucking ugly fat ass over dramatic bitch. Stop caring about ( Read more... )

What an interesting day ive had. Started out.. okay i spose.,,, I went and had a piano lesson at 11, it was cool, then i talked to sam, but there wasnt going to be band practice today, so i wasnt gonna go hang out with the guys... or so i thought. Then i came home, and went to the gym by myself, cuz no one would go with me... Tear. Butluckily i met ( Read more... )

Hey. Whatsup. Its been a slightwhile since i wrote in this damn thing.. And my space bar works liek shit... so whatever, dont mind it. I went up to the mountain yesterday with eric chris and sam, and we met nicole up there along with heather and missy. It was So much fun. I did the box ( woho) three times without falling, and iwentover a jump! i ( Read more... )