since i've written last ( Read more... )

crying myself to sleep was a thing of the past.

sometimes i miss the past.
other times i dislike it.
and only condone thinking about it because it's what makes you who you are.
ughhh. forgiveness is crucial. what do you do if you just can't forgive someone...
meh.

going to san francisco beginning of next month.
i should be sleeping or doing something productive, bye.

i'm working too much to accompany 13 units.
you're a bitch, in fact, the both of you are bitches.
i miss janie.
going to be in santa cruz for 420.
Sasquatch is going to be so effing good.

afraid of change and coping with voids in life
letting my brain overrule my heart
not sleeping enough
anxious
missing parts of my past
faking it

i hang out with teo a lot still ( Read more... )

god! life is so weird ( Read more... )

so it happened sooner, rather than later ( Read more... )

i applied to san francisco, san jose, and chico state.
i already got accepted to san francisco! yay!
so i know i'm going to be somewhere Fall 2009, which is nice ( Read more... )

new assistant manager, kevin.
work seems to be looking up...hopfully.
moved, now applying.
having a card is the best thing, makes life a lot easier.
relax.
i miss sleeping and being with teo.

makes me sad.