Im afraid to fall for someone again, because every time they get me to open up my heart and hand it to them they grab it and run as fast and far as they can. Why should I be the one paying for their mistake? I open up to make them realize that I care! But they screw me over! I dont even want to have sex any more because Im afraid that after I do ( Read more... )

I dont want much for X-mas... all I would like is...
A tiny stuffed monkey
Or bracelets! The jelly ones! I WANT AND NEED MORE! lol

Whelp love you lots! Comment and tell me what you guys want!

<3

Last night I kept having the same dream over and over again ( Read more... )

Well I was talking to Jason on the phone and we were joking around, and I go "Im not special at all..." He jumped in and said, "Yes you are your very special ( Read more... )

Well I went out with Jason tonight, because last friday something happened in my family and I couldnt go. But tonight was pretty nice. When he came to the door I was like danny was right he is adorable! lol. He met my dad (who likes him by the way!) That is a good thing. Then we went to the movies in Daytona. We ran up 6 flights of stairs and then ( Read more... )

tomorrow I am going on a so called "date" but not really with this guy named Jason that I met on myspace. He seems really kool and from what Ive heard he is, so its pretty kool. I like this guy but I dont really know if I like him like that yet because I havent met him in person, and I dont know his real personality cause Ive only talked to him ( Read more... )

I just dont know what to do with myself anymore. I have guys asking me out and all but I dont want to go for them because I like someone else. But what if that someone else doesnt like me back. See theres a problem because I dont want to say no to other guys that are so fantastic just to hold out for someone that Im not even sure if they like me or ( Read more... )

Dude ok I dont prank call people... thats so gay I mean I swear I mean holy shit! wtf Mate!

First phone call:
Mom: Hello

Second phone call:
Mom: Hello
Mike: Hello is Kathleen there? (with a russian accent I might add)(how gay!)
Mom: Whos this?
Mike: This is Michael, Alexs room mate...
Alex(in the back round): HANG UP, NOW, HANG UP!
My call ( Read more... )

Its started out great, so wonderful! I spent the night over Cassie's house last night and then I got up and we hung around the house and got ready for Chris' parents to come over and Victor. When they came over we sat down said grace and then pigged out! It was so great cause they actually talked like a normal family. Then afterward we went into ( Read more... )