ok here we go again...
I just dont know what to do with myself anymore. I have guys asking me out and all but I dont want to go for them because I like someone else. But what if that someone else doesnt like me back. See theres a problem because I dont want to say no to other guys that are so fantastic just to hold out for someone that Im not even sure if they like me or not. GRRR this is so confusing! I wish that a guy would tell you if he liked you so then you could know for sure that you should hold yourself for that one. But what if they want someone else? Grr I hate it! I just want my world to be a world were everyone tells you whats on their mind. Im going to call this boy tomorrow to find out what he is doing this weekend and to find out if he wants to hang. Cause if he does I would be so happy but if he doesnt I will feel like such an ass.