wild life ( Read more... )

two nights ago i was dancing and i saw you ( Read more... )

so you stay on my mind ( Read more... )

so last night i dreamt that face appeared to me somewhere, in public. he came out of nowhere and there he was. i think he said some words to me, and then left, saying that he couldn't talk to me. he was wearing a yellow shirt. when he left i told myself not to go after him, to let it go, but minutes later i was running. running as hard and as ( Read more... )

sometimes ( Read more... )

so, face deleted all of his myspace accounts and i'm bumming. i don't have his telephone number, address, and i don't even think i have an email address for him. the last contact we had was a myspace msg he sent me asking me why we didn't make it. i wrote him back telling him i couldn't talk about it on myspace, but that if we were to speak in ( Read more... )

my dream last night was ridiculous ( Read more... )

second dream in recent memory that's about being frustrated with and very angry at my family. the first one was with grandparents, mom, maybe even reid too. this one was just me and my mom. both dreams involved eating and not getting what i wanted, but it wasn't even that i didn't get what i wanted - it was like, i just wanted to be really ( Read more... )

thirty minutes ago, as i was having a great chat with jillian about death and life and everything that i needed to talk about, my glasses broke in half.

yup.

oh and also today i bit off all of my nails, which is something i stopped doing months ago. i literally haven't bit my nails in months. all of them today.

also, the guy i met on the train found me on facebook. as im writing this i hear the plop of the facebook chat which im quite sure would be him.