I just read Sammy's journal entry and the fact that there is 20 months until I re-enter the real world is disgusting. Hey people, it isn't pleasant out there so do me a favor and appreciate every moment in school. This is the last time you can sleep in and skip if you feel like it, live off of financial aid or your parents, have a day that consists ( Read more... )

So, the pictures I promised. They would have been in the first entry except it was time for me to leave for the movie so this is what I chose to do instead.


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People cosistently dissapoint me, hurt my feelings, cause me pain and yet God never ever dissapoints, hurts, or causes pain. Yes, this just came to me right this very second. Honestly I dont know what I'd do without him. The person I loved the most on this earth was even able to hurt me and yet God who I love more than anything and who loves me ( Read more... )

Plans for the yearly trip to Cali are shaping up. I know our yearly trips are supposed to help me to keep myself from moving there altogether, but sometimes the desire is too strong to handle. I dont know what it is. I dont think I would love it as much as I used to. Living there requires being blonde, annoying, rich....all things I am not and ( Read more... )

Today is pet peeve day ( Read more... )

If only I could remember Shawn McDonald's exact words last night. They were priceless. So priceless that I have forgotten them. God, why did you think it was a blessing for me to have such a memory loss at all times? Hey maybe it is a good thing..maybe it helps me to forget the things that hurt the most. No such luck, I still hurt. One thing I ( Read more... )

Hi...Im back to reality here. Life just gets crazier and crazier as the days go on. School is overwhelming and yet I still love it. I have my very first parent conference on Tuesday. Im not nervous at all, but everyone says I will be. Eh...we'll see. This weekend was AMAZING. My mom and I are working on our relationship and since my sister was gone ( Read more... )

In exactly 24 hours I will be with my Valentine.

I can't believe I actually have one this year.

Im not sure if I love or hate the love day.

I think I will know tomorrow :)

Thats honestly all I can say cause I am getting nervous....gotta hit the gym now!

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY MY LOVES!!! (TOMORROW)

<3

I haven't read Samantha or Cindra's journal today so forgive me if mine overlaps with theirs ( Read more... )

Um hi. Its me again. Just wanted to let you all know that Im alive and happy. I go through ups and downs like I always have and the important thing is I've grown stronger each and every time. I have found the place where I am happy and comfortable. Now I just pray that I can "let go and let God" always. It seems that whenever Im comfortable I find ( Read more... )