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Um hi. Its me again. Just wanted to let you all know that Im alive and happy. I go through ups and downs like I always have and the important thing is I've grown stronger each and every time. I have found the place where I am happy and comfortable. Now I just pray that I can "let go and let God" always. It seems that whenever Im comfortable I find a way to complicate life. I don't want to do that anymore. God knows whats best for me and I can't even try to compete with that. I let my guard down...but only enough to show that I am loveable. The pain I have experienced has brought me to where I am. Would I really trade my pain and go back to where I was? NO WAY! The happy girl I used to be has come back out after years of being smothered by sadness. I do not have to ask how this happened..I know how it happened, God. Now the only thing next to accomplish is to find the wonderful boys that Cindra says are out in the world in her journal. I honestly believe this is one of my biggest challenges yet. But...I may be even closer to finding them than I thought, we shall see.
My body is ready to crash so it is time to crawl into the comfort of my bed. Night loves.
My body is ready to crash so it is time to crawl into the comfort of my bed. Night loves.