man i stayed up practically all night again... 3 hours of sleep. woohoo. :( oh well i gotta take it like a man and stay up til like 3 tonight.

You'll never know the feeling
of your first kiss
How your nerves send subtle shocks
through your lips
And your heart beats through your chest

Well its july first. 29 days till school is back in. and the weird thing is, i honestly dont care. i dont have to worry about being with the teachers i hate. i dont have hard classes, im gonna have fun this year. and im a junior. so damn that feels nice to say. anyways, im not in a too depressed mood right now. im just feeling really good. im at ( Read more... )

ah, this has been a nice week, i've been really social like every night and thats a first lol i never go out anymore. i did something with like everyone this week. i did however break my skateboard :-(. oh well thanks to kyle i got a new one, and lets see if he forgets that i owe him money. ah i also sold my drums for 530. so now its either A. save ( Read more... )

The computer lies it can't show my face. So impersonal...I'll pretend I don't know you're there. I'll just wait for you to say hello. You take your time to respond to me... Seems like you're keeping busy lately. So I'll sign off without saying goodbye, hope it hurts to watch me go-- But enough about me. I hoped for the very best but now I think I'm ( Read more... )

I let everything go ( Read more... )

eh. you know that surreal feeling you get when everything you want to happen doesnt? Its just like you want to try so hard to get something and when you try, you just take two steps back everytime ( Read more... )

well. its 8 in the morning. and i'm still awake... i seriously need some sleeping help. i dont know what to do. oh well, yesterday i got up at 6pm after crashing on ambers floor, that sucked. so i did nothing untill like 12 and so i skated with pat at first baptist, that was pretty good, till we got stopped by the cops. he was an awesome cop tho, ( Read more... )

tonight was pretty good, it was ericks 19th b-day so we had a little party. if only my secret love would have showed up :-x. Well if you wanna read some pansy venting from me keep reading, if not, then stop right here. Tonight hit me pretty hard with something, it made me realize just how important some little things are in my life. like when i see ( Read more... )

eh, you know what i need? a girlfriend. you'd think with all the girls i hang out with i'd have one... but if only it were that easy. oh well, today i hung out with chris patrick and jessie, that was fun for awhile, since my family didnt want a cookout i ate over there, yeehaw. me and chris have mecha-shiva down so colton and john will soon be pwnd ( Read more... )

ahhh a hard nights work paid off. i laid down another song with pat, we're slowly getting more prepared for our concert on the fourth. i'm so excited, i love playing concerts, we have some aces up our sleeves too, to get the crowd more active. i skated some yesterday morning which was cool. i need a shower tho lol. in a desperate way... man i got ( Read more... )