There are times you bother me, but thankfully those times are few and far between. You've been nothing but supportive of me (I suppose cupping my breasts is supporting SOMETHING), and you've put up with a lot of nonsense from me.
I enjoy your sense of humor when it isn't brimming with perversion, and secretly enjoy it when it is.
And now that I know that you have buttons that I can push as well, I enjoy fighting back.
The fact that you're still with Chizuru screams that you're a loyal person, and I respect that. I also enjoy your sense of humor, andI enjoy speaking to you. You have a lot of common sense, which is more than can be said for most of the camp.
I find the circumstances under which we met to be fairly amusing. I thought you were dumb, then. Not someone I would see myself liking. But I was also going through a bad time, and you offered me the chance to focus on something else instead of that, and for that I am extremely grateful.
"Comment and I am destiny-bound to tell you exactly what I think of you."
Where to start? You are my biggest joy and my biggest headache. You've been extremely patient with me these past few months; first with Raito and L, and then my own inability to separate you from Kongming. And though I understand it must be unpleasant to be "Kongming's reincarnation" instead of Koumei, I can't seem to stop referring to you that way.
And even though I know I shouldn't be greedy; even though I'm happy YOU'RE here, I still wish for Kongming as I know him. Even though I don't know how you would take it.
Maybe it'd be easier for me to get to know you as Koumei instead of Kongming, then.
And I still think your Chi Bi plan is utterly idiotic, but you don't need a forced honesty meme to tell you that.
I might as well note you're not the first to tell me that, either. All of my teachers have made sure to tell me straight out that they believe this is going to bite me, and bite hard. But I'm prepared to deal with that.
As for the rest...very understandable, all of it. You confuse me on a similar level, because I'm never sure how much of whatever feelings for you I may have are mine and how many of them are merely echoes of past lives.
We never talk anymore. Well, we do, but it's usually about what the camp is doing to us this week. "I see you have breasts this week, Itachi." "I see you just ate your chibis, Ying." Whatever happened to our normal conversations? Whatever happened to me asking you if my armor made my butt look fat?
Maybe we just don't see each other enough. I miss you, damn it.
Really, everything that needed to be said, I said to your face. I think you're downright idiotic from time to time. Calling the director out when you just got here? Of course, it could be attributed to you simply not knowing any better, but then again, attacking an enemy you don't know leads in defeat. And it frustrates me that you never see that.
That aside, we're more alike than I care to admit, and while I teasingly asked you if it bothered you, the truth of the matter is that it bothers me. If you come across yourself and instantly dislike them, then that says a lot about you. And I don't like what that says about me.
And while I enjoyed the mutual hate for a while, and while I enjoyed having someone to sharpen my claws on, so to speak, you've made it increasingly difficult for me to hate you these days. I'll take it as a good sign.
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There are times you bother me, but thankfully those times are few and far between. You've been nothing but supportive of me (I suppose cupping my breasts is supporting SOMETHING), and you've put up with a lot of nonsense from me.
I enjoy your sense of humor when it isn't brimming with perversion, and secretly enjoy it when it is.
And now that I know that you have buttons that I can push as well, I enjoy fighting back.
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The fact that you're still with Chizuru screams that you're a loyal person, and I respect that. I also enjoy your sense of humor, andI enjoy speaking to you. You have a lot of common sense, which is more than can be said for most of the camp.
I find the circumstances under which we met to be fairly amusing. I thought you were dumb, then. Not someone I would see myself liking. But I was also going through a bad time, and you offered me the chance to focus on something else instead of that, and for that I am extremely grateful.
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Where to start? You are my biggest joy and my biggest headache. You've been extremely patient with me these past few months; first with Raito and L, and then my own inability to separate you from Kongming. And though I understand it must be unpleasant to be "Kongming's reincarnation" instead of Koumei, I can't seem to stop referring to you that way.
And even though I know I shouldn't be greedy; even though I'm happy YOU'RE here, I still wish for Kongming as I know him. Even though I don't know how you would take it.
Maybe it'd be easier for me to get to know you as Koumei instead of Kongming, then.
And I still think your Chi Bi plan is utterly idiotic, but you don't need a forced honesty meme to tell you that.
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As for the rest...very understandable, all of it. You confuse me on a similar level, because I'm never sure how much of whatever feelings for you I may have are mine and how many of them are merely echoes of past lives.
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I suppose I should also mention that I become moderately giddy whenever Kongming himself manifests.
One thousand eight hundred and nine years, and I still have a crush on the man. Heh.
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We never talk anymore. Well, we do, but it's usually about what the camp is doing to us this week. "I see you have breasts this week, Itachi." "I see you just ate your chibis, Ying." Whatever happened to our normal conversations? Whatever happened to me asking you if my armor made my butt look fat?
Maybe we just don't see each other enough. I miss you, damn it.
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We could have tea together sometime.
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That aside, we're more alike than I care to admit, and while I teasingly asked you if it bothered you, the truth of the matter is that it bothers me. If you come across yourself and instantly dislike them, then that says a lot about you. And I don't like what that says about me.
And while I enjoyed the mutual hate for a while, and while I enjoyed having someone to sharpen my claws on, so to speak, you've made it increasingly difficult for me to hate you these days. I'll take it as a good sign.
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