When ever i go out i meet dickheads. And of course i enable them. I tel them my name, i dance, i even sometimes give them my number. WHY? Even i don't know the answer to that, and i know a lot. (Just yanking my own chain, don't bother to libel me ( Read more... )

As you get to the age of discontent, and this ain't a set age, i mean for generations it's been middle aged men, but anyway. As you enter this age/era/eternity/who knows really, you realise you have nothing to offer, and this often makes you wonder if you have anything to live for. Well if not for procreation and the hope that you'll get laid this ( Read more... )

I've moved out, away, far off, stupidly, irrationaly left. Why ( Read more... )

Wow, who is that sexy band boy? He's there at TAFE every Friday. Number what, can't remember, just another band boy i a long line of band boys. Hang on i got it, No.6 and 2 band inspired. I have serious problems coz they're all leading men too. Hell, they were all in my life physically, not dreaming of some famous dudes, but with names like E--- ( Read more... )

Seriously distorted thoughts. Like, where is my luck? Where is the love? Where is my best friend? What is going on in the state of NSW? Why can't i hold one continuos idea ( Read more... )

So much for equality and the freedom to remark on something without being attacked. I feel completly cut off from other people. Like i'm a doll and they're a big brother, ready to rip my head off and feed me to the dogs. I remember feeling like anything was possible, now it's like i don't give a shit coz no one's worth the fucking bother. Why even ( Read more... )

When did complex dynamics become labeled? I read this article the other day how the word love has been warped into a generalist state of being that involves sex, trust, jealousy, lust, compassion, hate, euphoria, etc. When in fact love the word was created to define it's own singular emotion, that of a state of love. When you think about it it ( Read more... )

When i took on this massively huge project i was optimistic and hopeful, now it's oppresively dopeful. I can't see how it's all gonna get done in 12 weeks or thereabouts. Oh boy and the people i work with, task NAZI's, and half of 'em mums to boot. How will i contribute my little knowledge in front of older women who feel their own knowledge is ( Read more... )

I was thinking earlier about this theory i heard somewhere some time ago. It was something along the lines of if YOU are not currently existing in a space does that space exist. Like if you're facing the t.v, is there anything behind your head? Or if you're in the kitchen does the bathroom exist because it's outside of the zone of your being. Kinda ( Read more... )

So i'm at TAFE tomorrow, but you see me caring, that shit i was gonna continue on has been dropped like a hot rock. Man i am so out of it right now. Just remembering Royal Tenenbaums, fuck i love that movie, i love Owen Wilson, oh man he is a sexy beast. But then that could be the drink talking. Hey who knows, sure as hell not me, i'm always the ( Read more... )