Oh fuck, it feels great to be paid! When will the euphoria end. Maybe tonight, coz i is tired. And pissed. Ha what else is new. Well, my bestfriend hates me, coz she ain't the queen of honest admissions. Oh yeah and she thinks i'm upset that she lied to me. Go figure! Me, upset. Never. And yet it all feels so superficial. Am i some teen angst ( Read more... )

My maman has gone away. It's been six hours and i miss her heartily. I was thinking earlier about mating little dogs and big ass moths, how mad would that be!!!! Then again i ain't no goddess so why should i fuck with the order of humainty. Oh but i wish i was. A goddess, that is, not a moth or a dog ( Read more... )

Nah nah, just the song i'm listening to. I would be a lesbian for Brody Dalle. Seeing as that's never gonna happen i is a hetero. Not that there's anything wrong with that (Seinfeld quote, please don't be offended gays of the world). As if anyone's gonna see this anyhow, but just in case, my ass is covered ( Read more... )

This drink is black, a cup of night in my hand of white. T.V stains on the wall. Red, blue, black, purple. In my eyes, my hair, on my shirt. Funny i notice these things when there's a storm in my head. My thoughts tempest thrown, dark eyes, lightening reasons, my bones quake ( Read more... )

I seem to be a well conversed gal, i talk to guys who have girlfriends and they have the weirdest expressions on their face, like guilt and attraction and alcoholic squints. What does it mean. I would never touch these guys, they have great girlfriends, not that we're such great friends, but i respect them and their relationship. If only i wasn't ( Read more... )

I is rich. Or as rich as i have been in the last 12 months. Ah gotta love those pokies, gotta love that gambling problem ( Read more... )

I find myself sitting out the back getting pissed more and more often. Am i bad person if i'm attracted to some one elses boyfriend? Coz i can't help it and i'd never act on it, but boy do i think is hot stuff!!! Ha, i sound like some old timer. Well maybe i should be, i mean it just ain't right getting pissed on a Monday night. Although i'm ( Read more... )

It's been a week of confessions and anecdotes of my will to live. Oh, how i love being deep with puddles. NOT! Get me outta here, get me a soda pop, get me Sadam Hussein ( Read more... )

I can't figure out the whole dream thing. Do i really close my heart off? Why though, why do i block everybody out ( Read more... )

My god i talk shit under the influence. Ohhhhhh! What is wrong with me, i just run off at the mouth. And i can watch otherwise intolerable movies, like Dead Man Walking and Joy Luck Club. Oh the depression ( Read more... )