Mar 02, 2004 16:34
When i took on this massively huge project i was optimistic and hopeful, now it's oppresively dopeful. I can't see how it's all gonna get done in 12 weeks or thereabouts. Oh boy and the people i work with, task NAZI's, and half of 'em mums to boot. How will i contribute my little knowledge in front of older women who feel their own knowledge is threatened coz i know a little bit more in some areas? This is gonna get ugly real fast.
Wow Patsy Cline has a lovely voice, i wish i could croon like that. My dad hates me, or he just thinks emotional blackmail is something shrinks invented to earn a few bucks and make kids feel less guilty for hating their parents. I dunno something like that. But that shows you truly dislike someone, i feel, when you manipulate them by holding out on emotions or coming down heavy in the disapproving area. So what if i've been drinking for five days straight now. Nah, not straight, i take breaks.
Can i truly multi task like a real woman? Maybe it takes a few years to grow into, hang on i can, i can smoke, drink, eat and read at the same time. i just can't think heavily on two things for long, hence my poor, sore, back door, sulphurus pore head.