I cleaned my shelf and rebuilt my alter. It looks beautiful. There are buttons, keys, marbles, pills, blessed rose water, stones, lights, beads, shells, lipstick, dried flower petals, candles, books, birds, dream cards, gifts, cups, spells... and a compass. It's so satisfying and pretty :)

Here is what queer community means to me, at this moment in time, in terms of emotional energy spent versus received. Last year I joined a facebook group for mentally ill/nuerodivergent queers- which means the people who join at least partially embrace the word queer. I used to think it's fucked for straight people to identify as queer, but lately ( Read more... )

1. What would you classify your path as? i'm not sure how to answer this question, so i'll just take a stab-- Secular Buddhism, ritual magic and observe Sabbats when I can, astrology ( Read more... )

1) Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette ( Read more... )

Zao
Jucifer
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And I kinda wanna die, not suicidal but tired of living and want to disappear. So I did one of those surveys ( Read more... )

I recognize myself from one year to the next. What a feeling.

last night I politely said no to a stranger who asked me to dance, and struck up conversation with the cute DJ. Being able to say no, on the spot, alone, in public has always been really difficult for me. I was having the greatest time being out by myself dancing, it was the best feeling. So much of my life I've been so anxious in public I couldn't ( Read more... )

-yeah, basically
-blizzard gaaaaaymes
-goohooble search
-Evil Women & Queers of Pittsburgh
-selfie validation
-i'm bad at life
-queer makeup enthusiasts
-goddessxcore

Here is a scene that hasn't changed too much between 2006 and 2015. It's early fall, Monday afternoon, I'm enjoying some sun on the porch, smoking, thinking about what I'm /not doing with my life. Taking selfies, enjoying all the little fall things, the sun is warm and the air is cool. I haven't taken my meds in a day or two. Oops. But I've been ( Read more... )